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- “I’m pregnant.”
Girl!Jongin
Jongin and Baekhyun knew each other since forever. But most importantly, they knew each other because Baekhyun was Jongin’s older brother’s best friend. Minseok was the quiet type who naturally got a social butterfly for a best friend. Jongin did not bother. She was quiet too and secretly she always had a crush on Baekhyun. Baekhyun who had her like a little sister. Baekhyun who ruffled her hair and smiled at her when she gave him snacks while he and Minseok played video games. Baekhyun who played it off like a bad student, but always gave her the best studying advises. Minseok was a fine older brother, one she could trust. But Baekhyun… Baekhyun was fun and she felt that he would never judge her.
So, when it happened… the next morning he freaked out. It was after Sehun’s party. Baekhyun and Minseok shared an apartment, but her brother went there with his girlfriend Luhan and Baekhyun was left with no roof to sleep. Coincidentally, Jongin’s roommate was out of town for the weekend, so she proposed to crush for the night.
They were not drunk, but they were definitely tipsy. And Baekhyun certainly did not make the first move, Jongin just kissed him after an impersonation of Sehun he did. He was adorable. He was funny. She had a crush on him for over a decade. It happened.
So the next morning, he quickly apologized for ruining her innocence, insisted that Minseok would kill him and almost had a panic attack in her living room. Jongin was not sure what to do. Finally she touched his shoulder and told him that it was not a big deal, such things happen all the time. No one needed to know. Baekhyun looked relieved and she felt sad. When he left, she cried herself to sleep.
-
She was late. No, she was not late for class. The other kind of late. Jongin almost had a heart attack when she realised. It’s from the stress because of the exams she told herself. It’s normal.
Three weeks is not normal. Normal is one week the most. So she took the home test.
“I am pregnant” she told him.
Baekhyun looked lost for a second and then his eyes widened.
“Wh-what?” he stammered.
“I am pregnant!” Jongin said louder this time. “With child!” she sobbed and started crying in her palms.
“I am going” Kyungsoo, her roommate, just happened to be there, of course. Baekhyun looked at her, and he would laugh at her abnormally big eyes, round with sock, but he was frozen with sock too.
“Oh my god” he exhaled.
Jongin sobbed harder.
“Jongin” he touched her shoulder carefully, trying to find something appropriate to say.
“It’s my fault” he heard her say between sobs “I seduced you!”
“What? Jongin no-”
“I did!” she whaled. “I forced you to sleep with me because I have this stupid crush on you! What am I going to do?!”
“You have a crush on me?”
Jongin sniffed and raised her head. Her eyes were red and puffy and he felt like crying too.
“That’s what you got from this conversation?”
“No, no!” he insisted. “I just… Look. Look at me.” Jongin sniffed again and did what he told her. He palmed her cheeks tenderly and wiped some tears.
“You should decide what you want to do. It’s your body. You want to keep it or not, I am here for you. And we both have a family who will kill us first, I know, but in the end, they will support us with all their hearts. So we will talk about all your concerns and your thoughts and then you will decide what you want. Just know what whatever decision you make, I am here for you. Do you understand?”
Jongin nodded.
“How are we going to tell Minseok?” she finally asked, her voiced rasped.
Baekhyun’s eyes went bigger than she had ever seen them before.
SEND ME A PAIRING AND A NUMBER AND I’LL WRITE YOU A DRABBLE[closed]
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